I disappeared for a while. Not because I stopped showing up for my community — but because showing up for everyone else left nothing for me. This is the story of how I got here: the burnout, the therapy breakthroughs, the Valentine’s Day movie marathon that cracked something open, and the year I decided to finally manifest a little love for myself.
Found this late 2023 post that was part of my butterfly seies. So, I’m sharing it. So, here’s the latest since my last post. It’s been almost two months (if not two exactly) since I started taking my medication. I can honestly say that I felt the difference immediately.
I was going to do something big, it was going to set the trajectory of making one of my biggest dreams and goals come true. I was feeling more nervous than I was excited. I was feeling doubtful. I was feeling unworthy, I was hearing the voices of people that had questioned my decision, my timing, and my preparedness.
Sorry, yesterday I was physically, emotionally, and spiritually drained so I missed a day. My kiddo was on one and I was the target, which brought out the thug in me. Don’t worry I didn’t go all Joe Jackson on him, but there were rumblings of Mami’s having a special number that connects them to the Government’s Mommy Affairs Department
Random thoughts =Ideas that I ponder on throughout the day. Sometimes they will make sense,…
Voz y Vida™ 