Random thoughts =Ideas that I ponder on throughout the day. Sometimes they will make sense, sometimes they won’t. We all have them, so no judgement. I just want to share mine, feel free to share your thoughts.
I’ve relapsed, today I felt ill again so the only thoughts in my head where:
What the hell?
How is this second grade virus so strong?
I’m so hungry!
Fuck, my stomach really hurts
Am I going to vomit?
I have a work event, I have to go…but what if I throw up on someone or on myself?
Why is it so cold?
Why is it so hot?
Awww Ginger Ale so good for my tummy…what the actual fuck Ginger?! Why are you making my stomach hurt even more?!
Ugh, my head…do I have a fever?
I’m so hungry….
I know, all so insightful. Whatever second-grade virus I have is really kicking my butt. Couldn’t eat or drink anything without it making my stomach hurt or making me run to the restroom because it was going to come out one way or another. The only interesting thing that happened today was that someone I hadn’t talked to in a while popped up in my fever induced dream. Interestingly enough we were in the place we had met; unfortunately, I don’t remember much else,
I would be lying if I said it didn’t shake me a bit. I believe dreams are insightful, provide messages, clarification, or confirmation if you pay close attention to them. So, not sure what brought this on, I haven’t thought of this person in a while. There’s no hate there, the relationship just ran its course.
It could also, just be a fever induced dream.
It could also be more…time will tell.
For now excuse me, while I go and take a shot of NyQuil.
